Today I will start a new tutoring journey. It has given me lots of positive energies. Normally, I would have had difficulty in waking up and carrying out my daily routine. Today, I was up from 6 a.m. It is a strange sensation. Better, it is a sensation I had not felt for a very long time.

The last week was pretty difficulty. I had more than once anxiety crisis and I did not if I would have managed to go through. It seemed as if I was stuck. But yet, here I am.

It has been an unexpected change. Friday, a friend of mine told me that they were searching for a tutor. I took that call and today I’m realizing it. Saturday and Sunday were two strange days. I had no motivation and I struggled. It could have been food, cleaning, self-care. I was thinking that as I did not do anything useful the past week, I should not have enjoyed my weekend. But, I tried to go beyond my thoughts and I listened to my true self. Yes, I know, I did not study. But, I took care of myself, and that is enough. In this period I need to listen to my true self and heal the inner child that is hurting. It does not matter if it will take more for me to end my studying. My happiness and health come first, and that is what I shall keep always in mind.

Today, as I stated, will be a different, new day. I do not know if I will study but I do know that I will live my life. I will help someone. I will heal myself. I think I will studying a bit, trying to catch up some old lessons. Try to do my schemas, at my own pace. I know it will take longer for me, but, for once, I have started believing in myself. I hope that I will go through the day with a smile on my face, as I’m doing it now.

Wherever you are in life, if you are stuck, you are hurting, I can tell you that it will pass. I will always be by your side. I believe in you. I’m proud of you. If you want to share some of your thoughts, you can do it here below. I will be happy to read them.

Thank you for reading and hope you’ll have a nice day.